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             Her Last                                           small  babies,  only  one  year  old,  and  that  she
                                                                wanted to see them badly. I had no words. I stood
             Question                                           there,  trying  to  control  my  own  tears,  while  she
                                                                held my hand and spoke about her pregnancy, her
                                                                children and how the disease had entered her life.
             Still Echoes in                                    All I could do was comfort her and say, “You will get

                                                                better soon.”
             My Heart                                           Later,  during  rounds,  the  consultant  referred  her

                                                                to  AMCH  for  further  treatment.  At  discharge,  she
                                                                looked at me with teary eyes and asked, “Sister, will
                                                                I come back alive? Please pray for me.” I wiped her
                                                                tears and tried to support her, even though I was
                                                                breaking inside.
                                       Sahin Begum
                                       Nursing Officer          Two days later, her husband came to the hospital
                                       Dibrugarh Cancer Centre  and  told  us  that  she  was  no  more.  That  moment
                                                                shattered me.
                                                                Even  today,  I  remember  her  face,  her  voice  and
                                                                the way she held my hand. Some patients become
                   eyond our daily responsibilities as healthcare   more than patients. They leave a permanent mark
                   workers,  we  carry  stories  within  us:  stories   on our hearts. May she rest in peace. And if rebirth
             Bof  strength,  compassion,  heartbreak,  hope     exists, I hope she is blessed again with the same
             and humanity. Every shift, every patient and every   babies she loved so deeply.
             moment in the hospital teaches us something no
             textbook can.

             When I first joined the hospital, everything felt new:
             the system, the procedures, the diseases and the       When Patients Stay With Us
             people around me. I was unsure how I would adjust         Some patients become more than
             to such a serious and fast-paced environment.             cases. Their stories, fears and final
                                                                         words remain with caregivers,
             Our in-charge helped me through that phase. She           reminding us that healthcare is also
             was  kind,  patient  and  supportive.  She  explained     about presence, compassion and
             things  clearly,  and  gradually  I  became  more                 shared humanity.
             comfortable. Day by day, I learned, adjusted and
             improved both professionally and personally.
             One day, I was assigned to care for a female patient
             diagnosed  with  breast  cancer.  She  spoke  gently
             and was very cooperative. She smiled at times, but
             I could see the pain hidden in her eyes.

             Suddenly,  she  asked  my  name  and  where  I  was
             from.  After  a  few  moments  of  silence,  she  softly
             asked, “Sister, how much time do I have left?”

             My heart stopped for a moment.
             Then  she  began  to  cry.  She  told  me  she  had  two




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